Monday 29 November 2010

Thank you

It’ll be a long time until I can accept it, until I learn how thing are the love between you and me isn’t easy. During the time we kept teaching ourselves to understand it was decided we have to say good-bye. I don’t blame you for leaving because I’ve always understood. Time’s up. You have to go but there’s still something remaining in my heart. It’s my thoughts of you that you don’t realize, I can’t speak them All I can do is miss you. I give in to truth but I won’t give up the good memories I will keep you in my heart. Stuck with the time that still turns forward however lonely I have to be. Just wan to say Thank you in everything and thanks to give me back my heart, my life my time and Thank you for a wonderful life’s coming. Can type” Love you” but can not say it.

Its have been almost 2 years that I have been single. Actually it’s good being single again, Spend time alone, travel alone, do many thing by my self. Lonely? “Yes” sometime but now my mine has used to be. I am much appreciated that I still have some good friends who always with me when I am down and help me, believe that I am a strong and good girl. I can say now I love to being alone, actually seem like very independence, get bored quickly, don’t like to force my self to do anything that I don’t want to do, strong mine but never think to be like self centre. Still be a good listener and fixable girl. Still like to spend time with real good friends.

I have been shut down my friendship with few friends who I have been though they are the one of good person I ever met but I was make mistake about them. It’s the true “Time will Tell” its will show everything just need to wait. My feeling with them all gone and will never back ever. Forgive but not forget. Thanks that I still have some good friends left and thanks for all new friends are coming.

I want you all know how much I feel happy now, I have good friends same as they are my great family who always say miss me, take care all the time. Always guide me, teach me, and give me perfect advices. I want to say I miss you too!! Thanks for my mama who always want to joke me but I never get it but she still keep trying. Thanks for my dog he always hurt me but I still love him, Thanks for my cat she is always wake me in the middle of the night but I still love her. Thank you for everything that I love and I always thinking about that’s remind me I still have great feeling to get a great life.

I have been to Pai Meahongson with one of my friend last weekend actually for the race the main reason i am going there. Beware if you are single don't go because there's very Romantic place to visit and i was bored and was sad to be single as long like this! lol i went to Coffee in love the coffe shop that got very nice area, coffee!! made me sick after i drank Mocha there! but maybe i was vomited because i didn't drink coffee for a long time, maybe more then 5 years! but i am fine after that...haha

The race was ok good idea but bad decide. ran up and down hill and it was remind me how much i should practice.(RC said) Today i walk like a Robot so sore legs! got meddle but no trophy. Connie was said we might get something surprise when we finished and it did! i got a big bow of rice soup full with just soup and little rices in the bow! Great.....I love Pai!

I drove motorbike there its about 120 kilometers, took me about 3-4 hours to get to Pai. stop somewhere on the way. i love the waterfall. just one thing it is not good to drive that far i am so hurt my bottom "Oh man" i will never want to sit for awhile. Finally i have a good weekend and thanks for Mik my friend and student who went there with me. i am thinking about next trip where should i go, can anyone give me some good idea??

Really have not much thing for update but I am still awesome as you know!

Cya soon, God bless you.