Pray For My Journey..

Hello internet (or more accurately, hello my friends and family who will be reading this. . . hopefully) and welcome to my Blog.

Tell me what day is today? Oh yeah Today is Wednesday July 27th . I am still at My Home sweet Home not moving anywhere yet. I didn't update for awhile sine the beginning of July after i got my Resident permit. Time gone by so fast i am going to live in Sweden next Monday! Have i told you guys i am not really like cold weather? LOL anyway i am moving to live in freezing place! let see what's gonna happen next. I want to say that i want to be a penguin.

Everything kinda almost ready, almost finish pack. I have to been stuck with packing few days ago as pack, unpack, pack then unpack over and over! Fun? nahhh boring..Actually almost done and i hope i will not start to pack and unpack again.

I am leaving Chiang Mai on 1st of August then waiting for my next flight in Bkk on 2nd at 5 am. will be arrive in Sweden on 3rd at midnight..( CNX-BKK, BKK-KIEV, KIEV-STOCKHOLM ) My travel time is almost 24 hours! my goodness! will let you know later how i feel after all.

I wish all choices can be as easy as shopping at Tesco. But most important choices are not. You may have to deal with your own emotions, your fear, your struggles, your integrity, passion, physically. It may cause you more money, more tears, more time and patience.Today my choices is going to Sweden as i wish for a long time to be there then this choice will be easy or hard i have to accept and handle all about it. I can do it. One thing i have to remember and tattoo on my forehead is PATIENT!! Actually i hate this word but i am always keep being patient person.

Ok guys i am sleepy and can not think much thing to write it down now, My feeling is alittle strange and confused, I will update my blog again when i am arrive to my home in Sweden as soon as i can. please pray for my journey to Sweden .I want to say i love my family and my friends here in Chiang Mai TH, Cya next time on a new land.

I am the one who creates the light and makes the darkness. I am the one who sends good times and bad times. I, the Lord, am the one who does these things. Isa. 45:7

The last i want to show you some pictures of my farewell..

Fare run with Allicense , Connie, Bethany. Ran 42 K but i have done only 28 k.

Fun Run

Farewell night with girls

With Mon

Good friends

Here's Hoping

I really 'hope' that someday I will go to travel oversea as Europe. You know, there are alot of things that I hope for in this life that I might not receive. I always toss the word 'hope' around like it means the most trivial thing. I really hope that I get invited to that party, I really hope to go to Denmark.

...Then I get disappointed.

It goes deeper as well. "I really hope I get married, maybe even before all my younger siblings do? Maybe before I turn 30?"

...Then I get disappointed.

BUT, Hope is a gift from the Almighty Father and today my Hope is working by him, I wait in expectation for over a year, patient for a long time but i never give up of hope. I get disappointed about going to oversea 2 times and i always ask him "why' over and over and today i got the answer. Who read my blog i just want to tell you that God love you and he always prepare everything for you because he know everything about you. You just have to be patient and don't give up, pray, when is the right time,

...Then you will never get disappointed.

Today i got a chance, a new opportunity to go to live in Sweden for a year. I will live in Bromma, Stockholm with a new family. This experience of living with a new family in another country will help me face new challenges and travel before i settle down with my own family in the future. My journey just beginning! Everywhere i go and everything i do Jesus he will always walk beside me.

This time this part of song is really rock me!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

All in all, I realize how much God loves me and that His love is not shown in circumstances, in earthly treasures, in dreams fulfilled, because I feel like I have none of those. But I have Christ. My treasure. He shows His mercy new every morning. His promises fulfilled that He will never leave us or forsake us. His promise that He will give us a future and a hope....and hope in Him does not disappoint...

Thanks to spending your time to read my blog, Love you all

Bromma, stockholm