Tuesday 29 November 2011

I Am Who Am I...


My name is Jeab Angkhana, I am Thai. I live in Sweden from now. I love and appreciate myself just as I am. I love my families who always trust in me. My life is blossoming in total perfection. It's okay for me to have fun and enjoy myself, and I do. All things are now working together for good in my life.....

I am strong and healthy
I rest when I am tired
I love to cook and always cook for peoples who i care
I am healing old wounds
I love and care for my body
I exercise regularly
I am getting better every day
I say "no" when I want to
I can ask for help when I need it
I am caring person
I am patient
I handle conflict and tension with confidence
I seek out people who love and nurture me
I learn from my mistakes
I put my worries in perspective
I am worthwhile
I am a friend to MY self
I choose what I want and go after it
I am open-minded
I keep a positive attitude
I live in the present moment
I encourage myself
I look for solutions
I am centered and balanced
I can change
I am creative
I forgive myself
I let go of resentment
I value myself
I nurture my spirit
I express my feelings respectfully
I love myself
I am gentle with myself
I choose that which I enjoy
I accept responsibility for my life
I cope with stress well
I take action when something is important to me
I accomplish my goals
I am pretty
The end

Wednesday 9 November 2011

Be thankful for what you have!

Be thankful for what you have. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling…And even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it! Enjoy your day with a heart of gratitude.
Hello friends, loved ones, and whoever else may be reading this. I really like all the sentences above, its help my feeling to keep thinking positive while i am here in Sweden. I have been in Sweden for tree months. I love this country so much, and it is truely like my home. I have less than eight months left here, and I am planning on making the best of them. My main focus is going to be on Swedish now, it has been a challenge with the Swedish so far, and everytime I have everyone switch to just Swedish with me, it seems to drift away after awhile. I never imagined learning Swedish language could be this big of a challenge, and get this hard. I am still trying to let loose, and speak Swedish no matter how bad I sound, but that is much harder than it sounds.
I am not really changed so much since I've been here so far, and I can't really describe how.Ohh my skin its lighter i feel like is not me! hahaha i love to be dark as i always. I learn something about myself everyday, and I see myself over coming challenges I didn't think I could. This has been an amazing experience so far, and I am extremely lucky to have gotten this opportunity. I learn manything about Swedish peoples, listen to them talking on the phone even i don't understand. learning what they think, their personality, what they like or dislike. sometime its abit hard to understand them completely, not easy to guess. Anyway i gain something from them.

I am not meet new people here much maybe only a few but hanging with only one but not often. Peoples here they're look nice but they're just not really like to smile. No idea why, i try to smile to peoples around me but seem like they're thinking i am crazy but i still keep smiling look like i am happy all the time. Its make peoples around me wonder what am i up to...sometime they're smile follow me its great. hehe

Some people will like you for no reason, Some people will not like you for no reason. who you choose to spend the most time, thought, and effort on, depend on exactly how much you like yourself. By just saying near to people who treat poorly, you are telling them it's OK to do so. Only keep people close to you who treat you well.

Good things when i live here, here no ant, Mosquito, not too much insect. I feel so much better cause i am not getting dots on my legs! no dog or cat around everywhere, no Squirrel run around the tree, here don't have peoples sweep the road, here they're using the blower. here no UV light haha but i need them.
Something i miss, the roosters bowl every morning, gecko voice ,dog bark, car horn, specially foods mostly Chiang Mai local foods. very easy to cook or buy normal Thai food here but not local food! i miss to speak north language, I miss you sun! hehe.. well i miss manything in Thailand but its doesn't made me sad cause here always have lots of thing to replaces.

Now is getting colder, leaf is all gone from the tree but some still left. i see fog every morning or maybe all day long, No snow yet. many people said this year is warmer. that's good thing right?

This year i will missed Loy kratong festival in Chaing Mai, I will missed to play firework, i will missed to make kratong ahhhhhhh.....Missed to decorating forest gate, missed the smell of candles, flowers, firework and noodles around! well i will do something to celebrate Loy kratong here in Sweden anyway. i will Float kratong in the lake near my house in this Friday evening! Full moon...maybe still. Watch me....will show you pictures later haha... Happy Loy Kratong Day..สุขสันต์วันลอยกระทง

Slut för idag! (That's all for today) Jag förstår inte så mycket Svenska ännu, men jag tränar min Svenska hela tiden. (I don't understand that much Swedish just yet but i practice my Swedish all the time. Hej då. puss&kram!!


My Kratong from last year!