GOTT NYTT ÅR och Jag älskar dig.

First Merry Christmas for y'all ... Christmas here in Sweden is pretty quiet its not the same i was imagine before i came and waiting for. Before Christmas in town is very busy lots of peoples out for shopping, toys shop are ran out of toys Amazing! peoples here seem excited for give and receive Christmas mostly. Here they Celebrated Christmas on Christmas eve then Christmas day many many family are leaved the country to go to the sun countries. My host family they are going to Thailand made me very jealous and getting homesick.

Well i am still here in Sweden on Christmas and will also alone on New year. will celebrating New year with 2 turtles sound interested huh?!?!

When i saw kids here got the Christmas gifts i feel really happy for them who have really wonderful chance to get lots of give and also expensive gift that i ever seen before. Most of the kids here are very lucky, they got gift not less then 20 gifts! Wowowow seem great and unbelievable! i knew kids are waiting for this and also me! At the same time my head and feeling thinking about the other kids in poor countries i though about the orphans at Connie's house and others around the world.The kids here will they know how many kids around this whole world will never get a chance to get lots of stuff like they got here from their family, relative, friends!!

One thing i know many kids will get or got many very expensive gift as Phone,Expensive bag, nice boots, coat, Jewelry or whatever and they are very happy with that and also many kids they're will get or got very tiny cheap gift as lolly pop, 5 baht snack package, chocolate or just a word is Merry Christmas but they're got the same felling it is HAPPY ! Its might not fair that they not get the same thing but its fair enough to get the same feeling right?!?!

For me i feel more better to give, last year me and my friend we raise the money to buy outdoor equipment, some other toys and sheared for the orphans at Connie's home..i am very happy that i got a chance to do that. when i have a chance again i will do it for sure, i believe if you just think to give you already feel happy, you don't need to give all what you have just shearing it is Wonderful and very easy for everyone.

Alright i got a news to tell you. I am going to Paris on 3rd of January.WOHO!!! I got a big chance again to go to visiting 2 foster kids. i sill feel unbelievable my dream is coming true. I am really look forward to go there, getting ready for some gifts to give to them from Thailand, Sweden and ofcourse from Mommy Connie! Very excited huh!?!?

You would be wise to listen to the wisdom of a tree.
Live your life with your own personal majesty.
Let the roots of all you dreams grow deep.
Let the hopes of all your tomorrows grow high. Bend, but don't break.
Take the seasons as they come. Stick up for yourself. And reach for the sky.

I will come back to update again next time after i come back from my journey. well

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 to everyone.

See you next year..Don't for get be Happy and i love you!

GOTT NYTT ÅR och Jag älskar dig....Puss o Kram Hej då

My share in 2011

Time for an update..

Every day is a new beginning. Stay away from what might have been and look at what can be. I already here in Sweden almost 5 months. Seemed like don't have manythings happened since my last post, well i will try to remember most of what happened lately. This morning i went Christmas shopping. I got almost everything i needed to get, so it went really good but i have to do some more later. I also got a new Mahalo Ukulele as a Christmas gift from my good friend. I am not sure i will get anymore Christmas present haha i am not usual to get gift often but i still have hope to get.

3 more days until Christmas everyone here are being happy and prepare gift to give and receive.most of the house they're decorated with star light. There look pretty nice and made me happy, different then where i came from not much but still look different for me. In town so beautiful with lights on the road, tree, the mall.

My first snow its was really beautiful and i always excited everytime when snowing. its seem like its my first time to see. I love Snow here in Sweden ! No chance to create my own snowman yet. i want to bring my mom here to see what i have seen in last 4 months, i want her to feel my happiness when i am here. I know exactly everyday it's worth for me to living here even not happy everyday. just one thing my American family in Thailand have told me, i have to be PATIENT.

An Aupair living with Another family its not easy everyone know that. you can not expect things too much, they might not invite you to join their parties, they might not invite you to join dinner after you said no to join dinner with them before,( you might have personal reason why you said No) they might not invite you to go join their vacations and they might not invite you to join many activities with them but one thing that you should know if you get into trouble they will be there for you and help you as much as they can. I didn't mean every family will be the same as i said don't be afraid. getting a chance to come here and living with another family will fulfill your life and gain more experiences to live in another country. when you look back you will never regret about it.

Here i got really good friend. we is always together, hang out, shopping, cry , happy together. This Christmas and New year she is not here with me coz she is gone up north with her host family this morning. I have seen her last night and spent time together in town, talked, laughed and ate together. she will come back in 2 1/2 weeks. you will feel good if you got a really good friend who always listen and be with you when you down. I love you naam!!! I miss and love my friends in Chiang Mai lots also.

My Swedish now is abit better the before i can speak and answer short conversation and my listening is much better then my speaking..i like to speak Swedish with old peoples! most of them sooo kind..Well this post i will stop from now and i will come back again after Christmas and before New year..i got some pictures to show you guy, have fun. Hej då. puss&kram!!