Time for an update..

Every day is a new beginning. Stay away from what might have been and look at what can be. I already here in Sweden almost 5 months. Seemed like don't have manythings happened since my last post, well i will try to remember most of what happened lately. This morning i went Christmas shopping. I got almost everything i needed to get, so it went really good but i have to do some more later. I also got a new Mahalo Ukulele as a Christmas gift from my good friend. I am not sure i will get anymore Christmas present haha i am not usual to get gift often but i still have hope to get.

3 more days until Christmas everyone here are being happy and prepare gift to give and receive.most of the house they're decorated with star light. There look pretty nice and made me happy, different then where i came from not much but still look different for me. In town so beautiful with lights on the road, tree, the mall.

My first snow its was really beautiful and i always excited everytime when snowing. its seem like its my first time to see. I love Snow here in Sweden ! No chance to create my own snowman yet. i want to bring my mom here to see what i have seen in last 4 months, i want her to feel my happiness when i am here. I know exactly everyday it's worth for me to living here even not happy everyday. just one thing my American family in Thailand have told me, i have to be PATIENT.

An Aupair living with Another family its not easy everyone know that. you can not expect things too much, they might not invite you to join their parties, they might not invite you to join dinner after you said no to join dinner with them before,( you might have personal reason why you said No) they might not invite you to go join their vacations and they might not invite you to join many activities with them but one thing that you should know if you get into trouble they will be there for you and help you as much as they can. I didn't mean every family will be the same as i said don't be afraid. getting a chance to come here and living with another family will fulfill your life and gain more experiences to live in another country. when you look back you will never regret about it.

Here i got really good friend. we is always together, hang out, shopping, cry , happy together. This Christmas and New year she is not here with me coz she is gone up north with her host family this morning. I have seen her last night and spent time together in town, talked, laughed and ate together. she will come back in 2 1/2 weeks. you will feel good if you got a really good friend who always listen and be with you when you down. I love you naam!!! I miss and love my friends in Chiang Mai lots also.

My Swedish now is abit better the before i can speak and answer short conversation and my listening is much better then my speaking..i like to speak Swedish with old peoples! most of them sooo kind..Well this post i will stop from now and i will come back again after Christmas and before New year..i got some pictures to show you guy, have fun. Hej då. puss&kram!!