I am a long runner..

I have no idea why i write something like this in my blog, Just for fun or maybe i run out of story to write?? just think to exercise my brain and its simple and easy to think and write it down. No need to go buy other writer pocket books to read others mind.. You can write your own pocket book!! This post i wrote about Love Follower..start an easy story. No copyright hehe.. let read.

When i was young in PE class a teacher told all student to run around the field in 3 laps and he also said anyone who is the winner will get the prize. Everyone excited and very ready to this race even me. First start everyone so fast i was smallest girl in my class but don't think i will be slowest one. I was not run too fast but try to not stay too much behind others not because i am tired or i am not a good runner but i love to run and i always enjoy to talk to my good friends while we run.

The first lap was pass everyone getting slower, some tired and some try to be slow because they want to talk to us but this time is a good chance for me to pass them but still keep talking sometime we gossip other friends in front of us hahaha....we didn't care about the time or the prize.we just want to run and keep our energy that we can be in the finish line.

If you compare your love and run i think if we look in the other side it might be the same. Everyone have your own finish line, your own goal but even a person who is the first winner its doesn't mean they alway catch great love. good time also doesn't mean and guarantee you always get a perfect love. Now social life teach everyone to be overtake do not let other run pass you because that's mean you will lose a good chance in your life.

For me experience and society out there teach me " do not chase other if you not sure you can catch them" you will lose your time and energy..seem like stupid. But in reality most of peoples try to chase a person who they love although they knew they will never can catch them.

I am the one who have my own finished line. my love story in the pass if i compare with run. I was run too fast and he also fast and always run in front of me. i am inlove i try to run faster to be closer to him and never let him alway from me too far. When i almost chase him i chooses to run slower and better to run follow him all the way. I can pass him ofcourse but i didn't do it. do you know why? If i can chase him or pass him maybe i will never see him in my life again but if i run behind him like this i can still see him in my life even he will never look back and try to run slower to wait for me. If i try to chase him and if he know he will run away from me. One day if he fall down i can run to help to pick him up maybe he might ask me to run together with him, who know!! Love make you hope but in the same time love make you so stupid.

Recently this person who i was run follow now i give up and let him keep run away from me not because i am too tired. it's just about i am not train enough and i can not be patient to see him try to wait for me. he can have a good chance and good life to find other runner partner who much better then me..and now he found that person and i am happy for him that he can have a good runner who holding his hand and run together..This is the true!

I can choose to run other way with other who want and wait to run in the same time with me now i think i am already in the finished line.

Time gone by and now i am a runner who love to run alone, not try to chase or pass anyone. just enjoyable the view beside me. look at the mountain, river, people and natures around me then i realize Love is really around me. do not put our heart on other feet because one day if they run away from you, you will sad and hurt.

Three years ago my heart broke, Three years ago i am so ugly, i lose myself and also draw in my tear.Three years ago i am a dead person and though i will never have heart to love anyone again. Three years ago new Jeab is began. Three years ago my life changed forever. Three years ago seems so long ago, yet three years ago also feels like it happened just yesterday.

Certainly, i am not a princess, this ain't a fairytale. i am gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well. This is a big world and i was in a small town and i hope one day i will find one who be ready to hold my hand an run together in the same way!

Love is not what is most precious in life ...

But love is what makes life most worthy.

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"YOU GAIN STRENGTH, COURAGE AND CONFIDENCE BY EVERY EXPERIENCE IN WHICH YOU REALLY STOP TO LOOK FEAR IN THE FACE. YOU ARE ABLE TO SAY TO YOURSELF, 'I HAVE LIVED THROUGH THIS HORROR. I CAN TAKE THE NEXT THING THAT COMES ALONG.' YOU MUST DO THE THING YOU THINK YOU CANNOT DO."