My Choice to Believe

I would like this blog to be interesting of the daily for someone, and give someone the ability to see just a little of what it is like to be here. Doing small things like updating my blog are difficult to do. sometime i have been off writing for awhile because so much has happened that I don't know where to start and i have been so busy in my life. This is my honest effort to start writing again, even if it is not much but hopefully I will get better to update my blog.

I am so blesses and praise the Lord, Thank you Jesus that you keep me away from the flood in the south of Thailand where i have been thinking to live there for 3 months. For me "sometimes what Jesus does is so big and hard to believe" sometime i get confused and not sure about myself and confused of what i believe in. 3 weeks ago i was cancel to be a nanny in Kho Samui (south of Thailand) the family i was talk about them in the last post. Both of us are canceled because we both are was not agree with the job responsible and our purpose not go in the same way as we wish. i though it might be a good opportunity for me to try to live in another place but in the end its not good enough. Everything have a reason to be and will be.

Living without children to call me a teacher for awhile already and start to be a nanny for Swedish Family. Actually live and work in my Kingdom is not too bad. I am being really like the kids here who i look after them during the week.

It's getting hard for me to think to say goodbye them if one day i get a Visa to go to live in Sweden. Everything was plan before i came to be with them and now all document papers are ready for me to go to apply for a Visa in Bangkok in the end of this month. Both are very good choice and hard for me to choose. Definitely i have to choose to go apply a Visa to Sweden. I don't want to say this was a choice and i chooses this way not because other way are not good. as i said before everything was plan before i met them. Alas i don't want to feel like this.

My Jesus my savior, I trust in you. the way that i am will walk i will go because that way is from you. i will walk to follow your footprint. Everyone have your own Choice to believe. i also have my own choice to believe and i want to share to everyone if you would like to read and listen. I have done lots of heartfelt praying since last year. God is faithful, strong and mighty. Not always, or even usually, in the way I want Him to be but i still keep hoping and believe in Him. Thank you to spending your time to read. Love ya'll.

" Everything possible if you just Believe "