Here's Hoping

I really 'hope' that someday I will go to travel oversea as Europe. You know, there are alot of things that I hope for in this life that I might not receive. I always toss the word 'hope' around like it means the most trivial thing. I really hope that I get invited to that party, I really hope to go to Denmark.

...Then I get disappointed.

It goes deeper as well. "I really hope I get married, maybe even before all my younger siblings do? Maybe before I turn 30?"

...Then I get disappointed.

BUT, Hope is a gift from the Almighty Father and today my Hope is working by him, I wait in expectation for over a year, patient for a long time but i never give up of hope. I get disappointed about going to oversea 2 times and i always ask him "why' over and over and today i got the answer. Who read my blog i just want to tell you that God love you and he always prepare everything for you because he know everything about you. You just have to be patient and don't give up, pray, when is the right time,

...Then you will never get disappointed.

Today i got a chance, a new opportunity to go to live in Sweden for a year. I will live in Bromma, Stockholm with a new family. This experience of living with a new family in another country will help me face new challenges and travel before i settle down with my own family in the future. My journey just beginning! Everywhere i go and everything i do Jesus he will always walk beside me.

This time this part of song is really rock me!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

All in all, I realize how much God loves me and that His love is not shown in circumstances, in earthly treasures, in dreams fulfilled, because I feel like I have none of those. But I have Christ. My treasure. He shows His mercy new every morning. His promises fulfilled that He will never leave us or forsake us. His promise that He will give us a future and a hope....and hope in Him does not disappoint...

Thanks to spending your time to read my blog, Love you all

Bromma, stockholm